a way to have more empathy
April 2013.
Alhamdulillah, I still have time to wake up early in the morning.
Where am I?
I'm here, Flamboyan 8, PUSRI Hospital.
why am I here? yeah, great question
having diagnosed as the one who get FAM.
Fibroadenoma mammae.
what is it?
it's kind of tumor in mammae; abnormal cells growth.
what did I feel?
down of course, sad.
no other words can explain what I felt.
many things happened.
fear, problems were just coming in and wouldn't stop.
tears? so many tears down through my cheeks.
of course.
but now? no such tears falling down again.
nope. it's just enough.
surgery was done. march 30th. 4.30 till 6.30.
why do this happen to me?
let me think it's Allah's way to love me (it's better than drowning in the sadness ocean)
i'm sure He loves me a lot so He gave this.
through
FAM, now I know how does it feel when people got diagnosed having tumors or cancers.
through FAM, now I know what are the fear, the feeling of girls and women who should show what shouldn't be shown to the opposite gender doctors.
Yeah, most surgeons and oncologists are men.
this should be underlined
should I be oncologist?
(I don't know, still long time to go to decide what doctor I wanna be)
in short, now I know how the patients feel, so that in the future when I already be a doctor, I can feel what my patients feelings and fears ;and may be now I know how to motivate and help them from the pshycological side.
Alhamdulilah ya Allah, I have more knowledge to help me to be a better person for now on and later in the future when I have practice as a doctor.
This is one of my way to have more empathy.
grateful to be me, Alhamdulillah :)
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